The Fire (revised)

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The fire within,
a powerful force
Able to destroy and
to mend
My ego
in fearful tricks,
tries to make it bow

This fiery force
makes my ego go for
a smile
-Hide the fire and
let it go
At least don’t let it show

The fire within,
my truth to live
Is not to be hid,
in fear and
illusion
There to be real,
to act,
in this now

The strength of fire,
a life to be
Not quenched,
by false pretense
May I listen,
hold it gently
In contemplation,
refine it
Then let it flow

Clown

A roar of rage within yourself
Explodes and bursts forth like a volcano
All headless and out of control
Takes its toll on others and yourself
All so out of proportions
A shameful thing it is
Breaks you down
It hurts to embrace the clown

This clown is a life you have known
In trying to find love and joy,
you have played this joker
Becoming a character offered mocking
In hiding this great pain within,
you had been cheated of early joy in life

Now when others cheat you of your right,
your anger great and wild, shows its might
Smaller things may get it going,
but now you see it in your knowing
This clown, was sad, longing for love
It drove you far and gone
Finally, you are about to sing a new song

Gifted with knowledge of this anger’s might,
it will help you escape its blow,
when left without your right
Now turn the angry burning upside down and crash it onto the stone
In the cracking of this clown let newfound joy rise from bone

The New

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Walking on the surface
of a deeper life within
I cannot find my ground
So where can I stand,
when the ground is gone
I cannot find my home

This is a time of disorder
My deepest Self is in hiding
I had to protect myself,
from the eruption,
that would have broken me
to pieces

My creativity is in the dark
The change has left me no spark
What to do
What to believe
I do not know
Where do I go,
from here

Hold

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You just felt overwhelmed
Did not know how to cope
or how to survive, this time
You feared the crash,
you feared the burn,
felt the dread for the place of terror

You wondered what to do
To put everything on hold,
or as a wise man said,
to hold everything

That was the choice you practiced
It was not very easy
nor simple at all, yet,
it was what you needed to learn
It was another chance to learn how,
to truly hold everything,
and let go, before you could live anew

Find Me a Bridge

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I was calling out in the wilderness
The sound of my shouts echoed in my bones
-Find me a bridge,
across this deep river
I was restless,
almost breathless

I knew I had to dive, if I wanted to survive
This river, this divide,
was not just something from which I could hide

I felt the water’s might
I went below
That’s where I found what I needed

I had cried out for this bridge across the river
Yet, only my heart and soul, could bridge these worlds
This is what the waters made me know

Purpose

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Again, you are diving,
into the darkness,
of these deep waters

Secrets to be found,
wisdom to be revealed, yes,
even the purpose of your heart

The ground beneath you shaking,
down you fall, now in spell,
no words to tell them all

Takes its time, journey in the dark,
to the place where you find,
your fuller story

Thinking everything is lost,
yet time will clear your sight,
again your face will shine so bright

Klang

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Eg ynskjer eigentleg å vere aleine no
Aleine i mitt eige tempel
Det blei ikkje kyrkjegong på meg
Her kan eg syngje den songen eg sjølv vil

Det spring ut frå mitt eige indre
Ulike klangar blandar seg saman
No er det særleg ein klang av sakn og sorg
Ei smerteleg vise ynskjer å bli bore fram

Eg har ei redsle
Redsla er gamal
Nett like gamal som meg,
er redsla for denne songen

Kva om eg torde å blande inn denne klangen
La denne smertelege visa syngjast ut
Kva ville bli att,
av meg

Der ute med dei andre
Må eg så kunne finne ein plass
Og vere open og ærleg
Utan å krevje eller kravstyrd

Men no ynskjer eg i alle fall å vere aleine
Ein smerteleg solo
Det veltar i meg
No er eg klar

Note: This poem was written in Norwegian nynorsk

Blame

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Blame it on yourself
Dare to take it, feel it fully
Claim your own grief
It must burn
Oh, the yearning
Become all Salamander

Having walked into it,
now, walk through it
Don’t throw it on any other
Don’t throw it away
Don’t waste what burns so well,
no matter the depth

Guilt and sorrow
No need for quenching now
Release yourself from addiction
Hysteria
Give space, create room and
burn, burn, burn

In the fiery furnace
Like the Salamander,
you will be found,
you will be crowned
Owner of your house
Now you can finally be, because now, you truly are

Hold it

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Hold it, my friend
Be your own good friend now
Hold it, please
Stay with it and hold it, within
I know it is painful
I know your despair
You need to hold it right now and here
Drink the cup, my friend
Drink, and
drink again

Just now, rest assured
You need to feel lost
before you find you are found

So hold it now
Again, drink
Let it fill you all up
I know you want wine
but the drink is vinegar
Yet, I plead you, to open up
to see, to feel and also be
molded by it
You must know your pain and
even feel lost, my friend
Only then you can know
that in this,
you are found

Dreamwork

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In the last few years, I have become more conscious of my dreams. As a result, I have also been interested in what dreams can teach us and what they have to tell us. The perspective I have sought to learn more about in dream interpretation is the Jungian understanding. This insight is part of the legacy of the psychoanalyst Carl Jung and is explained and expanded upon by other Jungians as part of the effort to make this understanding accessible to those who might be interested.

We sleep through a large portion of our lives, around a third of the time each day. Altogether, this adds up to many years of our lives. When we sleep, our brain and soul work through our thoughts and emotions, and we are also in touch with the unconscious parts and aspects of ourselves. In our daily lives, we appear as people with more or less clear identities, but much of ourselves is, at the deepest level, foreign to others, and indeed even more so to ourselves! This is why understanding dreams and doing dreamwork become essential.

Our dreams are pathways into what we do not know and are not conscious of. We may have feelings and reactions in our daily lives that we wonder about and do not understand. Although there is a limit to how much time we should spend interpreting our dreams, I believe that ignoring them would be a great loss. Therefore, spending some of our waking time reflecting on and pondering our dreams could be very beneficial and help us achieve greater self-awareness and self-understanding, thus contributing to our growth toward becoming more whole individuals.

I do not think that choosing the “path of dreams” and devoting time to what dreams want to tell us is an easy road. But it can be an important path and a significant tool, especially in certain phases and parts of our lives. When we encounter walls and barriers for which we cannot see a way around, dreams can indeed be part of the guides. But again, this is no simple art, and being convinced that one has found the absolute correct interpretation can also lead us astray.

Currently, I am part of a discussion group where we are going through a book in the Jungian tradition, Inner Work, by Robert A. Johnson. The book covers many of the fundamentals that are helpful to know about dreams, and how one can continue working with dreams even in waking life, to find nourishment for both thoughts and, perhaps more importantly, the soul—something that meets the deeper longings and questions in our soul’s depths and can help find the nourishment that dreams can also bring to our lives. So, if you are interested, this book could be a good place to start learning more.

Finding someone to discuss the topic with, preferably someone with more knowledge and experience in the field, can also be very helpful. Many would say that interpreting one’s own dreams is not an easy task and can be more fruitful when done in collaboration with a therapist or someone with insight into this area. This can help in asking the right questions and contribute to the wondering about what various dreams might be telling us about the unconscious aspects within us that we have not yet grasped in our daily lives but that nonetheless live within and influence us.

Finally, I would like to say that this is also fascinating. There is much we do not know about ourselves and the unconscious we carry with us. Again, this should not lead us too far astray into endless and unbalanced self-gazing, but be something we can spend some time on, especially in particularly challenging or significant periods of our lives.

Did this text make you more curious about the significance of dreams? Maybe you are already an experienced dream interpreter? Either way, if you are interested in this topic, feel free to share your thoughts in the comments. Peace!

Please note: This text above has been translated from the original Norwegian text which I have published below for my Norwegian readers. Most of my writing here on the blog is in English and therefore I also write the English texts myself without AI as help, but this time I took the easy road and asked ChatGPT to do the translation for me 🙂

(Extra note: If you are interested in learning more about Carl Jung and also dreams, you could also check out different groups on Facebook. Personally I would recommend a group on Facebook called “Carl Jung and the Creative Bridge”: https://www.facebook.com/groups/creativebridge This group has many members, but has been made private at the moment. You can easily become a member there, if you want to check it out.

Norwegian text follows here:

De siste få årene har jeg vært mer bevisst mine drømmer. Og derfor også vært opptatt av hva drømmene har å fortelle oss, og lære oss. Det perspektivet jeg har søkt å lære mer om i drømmetydningen har vært den jungianske forståelsen. Dette er en innsikt som er en del av arven etter psykoanalytikeren Carl Jung og som forklares og utdypes av andre jungianere, som en del av arbeidet for å tilgjengeliggjøre forståelsen for de som kan være interessert i dette.

Vi sover oss gjennom store deler av livene våre, rundt en tredjedel av tiden i hvert eneste døgn. Til sammen blir dette mange år av våre liv. Når vi sover jobber vår hjerne og sjel med våre tanker og følelser, og er også i kontakt med de ubevisste delene og aspektene av oss selv. I vårt daglig liv fremstår vi som personer med mer eller mindre tydelige identiteter, men mye av oss selv er dypest sett fremmed for andre, og faktisk også enda mer oss selv! Derfor blir det å forstå drømmene og arbeide med drømmene essensielt.

Drømmene våre er veier inn til det vi ikke vet og det vi ikke er bevisst. Kanskje har vi følelser og reaksjoner i det daglige livet vi lever som vi undrer oss over og ikke forstår. Og selv om det går en grense for hvor mye tid vi skal bruke på å tolke våre drømmer, så er det å overse dette, etter mitt skjønn, et stor tap. Så å bruke noe av vår våkne tid til å undre oss og reflektere over drømmer vi har tror jeg kan ha stor nytteverdig og hjelpe oss til både mer selvinnsikt og selvforståelse, og slik bidra til at vi vokser til å bli helere mennesker.

Jeg tror ikke det å velge «drømmens vei» og ofre tid på hva drømmer vil fortelle oss, er en enkel vei. Men det kan være en viktig vei og et viktig verktøy, ikke minst i enkelte faser og deler av vårt liv. Når vi møter murer og vegger vi ikke ser veier rundt, kan nettopp drømmene være deler av veiviserne. Men igjen, dette er ingen enkel kunst, og det å tolke og være overbevisst om at en har funnet den helt rette tolkningen, kan også lede oss feil.

Selv er jeg akkurat nå med i en diskusjonsgruppe hvor vi går gjennom en bok i jungiansk tradisjon, Inner Work, av Robert A. Johnson. Boka tar for seg mye av det grunnleggende som kan være bra å vite om drømmer, og hvordan en kan jobbe videre med drømmene også i våken tilstand, for så å finne mat for både tanker og kanskje ikke minst sjel, noe som møter de dypere lengsler og spørsmålet i sjelsdypet vårt og som kan hjelpe til å finne den næringen som også drømmer kan tilføre våre liv. Så hvis du skulle være interessert kan denne boka også være et sted å begynne for å lære mer.

Også det å finne noen å drøfte temaet sammen med, gjerne noe med mer kunnskap og erfaring om temaet, kan også være til god hjelp. Mange vil si at det å tolke sine egne drømmer er ikke en lett sak, og kan med fordel gjøres i samarbeid med en terapeut eller noen med innsikt i dette. Kanskje for blant annet å stille de gode spørsmålene og bidra i undringen over hva de ulike drømmene kan fortelle oss om det ubevisste i oss, som vi enda ikke har oversikt over i det livet vi lever i det daglige, men som likevel lever i oss og påvirker oss.

Til slutt vil jeg si at dette er også spennende. Det er mye vi ikke vet om oss selv og det ubevisste vi bærer med oss. Og igjen, dette må ikke dra oss for langt av sted og bli en eviglang og ubalansert selvstirring, men være noe vi kan bruke noe tid på, ikke minst i særlige krevende eller viktige perioder i våre liv.

Gjorde denne teksten deg mer nysgjerrig på drømmers betydning? Kanskje du allerede er en erfaren drømmertyder? Uansett, hvis du er interessert i dette temaet, del gjerne noe om dette i kommentarfeltet. Fred!