I like tall doors
The wide ones too
In particular beautifully decorated ones
They are not there to make you feel small
They stand tall just to remind you
That when you are in awe
Of their grandness and beauty
That is only a mirror
For the divine image in you
If the thought of what is behind evokes fear
The width and height are there to say,
Fear not, I greet you
Now open me, pass through
I embrace all of you and
I may even lead to something new
Those days we walked hand in hand
We lived each day in the moment
We rested when needed
And we rose with the sun
Now those days are a memory of beauty
The treasure of a lifetime
When you fell away I lost my world
Yet in the grieving I found a deeper love
I would have never known if not
Now I sense your presence
It is a unity from within
And when the sun is setting
I not only remember
Now I know
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Listening to the beat of Fleetwood Mac
It is summer
I am free
I am singing a hymn to Thee
And I am running wild
Thank you
Thank you
Thank you
Life in the moment
Grab it
Just remember to let it go
When grief knocks on your door
Yet for now
Summer
Thank you
Thank Thee
Overflowing joy
As I am looking towards the Horizon
I see the Red and Light of Longing
I sense here I just Am
In Relationship to Eternity
–
As I am looking towards the Horizon
Beauty whispers to me
True Words of Belonging
Of Everything and Everyone
–
As I am looking towards the Horizon
I become Faith
I become Hope
I become Love
The fire within
a powerful force
Able to destroy and
to mend
My ego
in fearful tricks
tries to make it
bow
–
This fiery force
makes my ego go for
a smile
Hide the fire and
let it go
At least not let it
show
–
The fire within
my truth to live
Is not to be hid
in fear
and in illusion
There to be real
To act
In this
now
–
The strength of fire
A life meant to be
Not to be quenched
in the falseness of ego
May I hold it
gently
Refined in contemplation
flow
I am enduring a tension
within myself
awaiting and longing for
the birth of
something new
–
I am embracing all parts
the light and the dark
I see more now
Yet I am blind to
what is still to become
–
I am drinking from
solitude
Soul arises from within
I trust the waiting
He is sitting in the deep forest
Looking at three big bookcases towering towards the sky
Suddenly the left bookcase starts trembling
It crashes head down into the forest’s floor making the other cases fall
He has escaped to this hill nearby
Just in time before great waves of water flood the place
The great bookcases are lost in the water
He escaped it together with her
They are standing there on this hill above the water
The water rises and suddenly currents overcome him
She is standing there as a pillar at the top of the hill
Not taken by the tumultuous waters
The currents and waves of water bring him to the side of the hill
And then down on the side
Down
Down
Down
At an ever increasing speed
She is still standing firmly on the hill
Waters all around but she is not overcome
He is lost down on the side
Brought down by a river of tremendous power
His world has fallen
Now only the deep waters know
What is to come
And what role she is to play
It is no time to argue
It is no time to divide
It is no time to hide
It is no time to fight
Let us face it now
God is love
The one who loves is of God
In heart and in action
Let us not kill what we do not know
Let us not put on a mask just for show
Let it be and let be
Let love rise above
Sunday morning
Alone at the cottage
Alone with myself
God and the wind
Got here last night
Tired and frustrated
Discouraged
I have wounded and been wounded
Had some baggage with me
Very tired
Feeling accused
Need to sort these feelings out
Longing for connection
Feeling betrayed and criticized
Not able to live up to others’ expectations
Neither my own
Longing for friendship
Fellowship
Space to breathe in
A need for passion
For now I am in hiding
From everyone and everything
Yet not from God
Not from myself
Tears build up and escape
In waves
I sense a change
Maybe I am just getting more tired
Some people prefer speed and action
To me relationships come first
Some people love the doing
I am more into human being
I hear the wind howling
It is raining
The Fall has fallen
I am ready to pray
I cry out to the Lord
My God and Creator
The One who loves me
Calls me their Beloved
You my God
I thank you because you see
You see us in our existence
You see us in our wilderness
You experience our joy
Our pain
Longing and sorrow
Allways there
I live with You
You live in me
I breathe your life
My innermost is You
In our deepest longing
You are there
Deep within us
And all around
You who lives in all
Given us all your life
I call upon you
Longing to be near you
The rain is hammering
Good to be inside
Alone
Yet together
My God is here
The Divine
My all my life
My call
I desire guidance
To live from within
I am ready
Now
The rain stops
It is silent
Very silent
I am in the waiting
I am sitting here all prepped and ready
Ready for a presentation about the English-speaking-world
I am in survival mode
This is my ego show
*
It is one of many tests
Tests to help my ego consolidate and grow
I am all in for it now
Ready – go
*
Little do I yet know
This is only a necessary show
Before the greater exam
Which is yet come
*
It will come later
At a time I am ready
This is no joke
No fun time, no show
*
Yet I must learn
That my ego must burn
This exam will feel like dying
But I will strike gold
A Contemplative Life 